i’ve gotten so much better at hiding everything. it’s kinda sad actually. but whatever. i wanna be thin. i hate who i am 100%. i make myself sick by my reflection. society fucks everyone up. everyone needs to be thin in order to be loved. my legs should not move when i walk. and by june they won’t. i want to see all my ribs, not only four of them. i want to look adorable in clothing and not have to change my outfit 05269448075483670 times because i look huge in everything that isn’t baggy. i’m dedicated. i’ve done everything possible to make sure i’m at 700 calories a day. i’m not going over. i’m not putting fat on my bod. i will be pretty & i will be thin. don’t you worry.